my head hurts :'(

  is not easy to love and be loved,

  involves a lot of us, we hurt and we hurt.

  right now I have a love that grows, and do not know how to handle it?

  There is so jealous, so jealous, so why not fight me anymore give us, because I have a avontade too large for a particular friend, because there are conversations that should not evolve so much as evolve from that...

  i feel like being alone in my corner, away from me, separate me from you. I know that's going to hurt, probably craying again, but I do not know what to do and there are friendships that do not diminish just because I got jealous!

  so jealous, causes so much pain :'(

  never break the rules, laws by someone other than myself. want to be happy, I want my freedom, and unfortunately it got to be alone... excuse :'( but I'm not strong, not as so often I hear about me, sorry I know it hurts.